It started a little shaky, but not too much. Not like it could. I never can understand that next day and why it is never predictable. I have drunk so much I puked and then drunk another six pack. The next day, nothing. Its so damn deceiving because the next night it might be just a 40 oz. or three beers , but the day after that is pure agony. I will eat at least eight aspirin, drink a gallon of water and eat as much as I can. Nothing will get rid of it. Just time. And a little pain.
But today wasn’t too bad. Sometimes the best way to tell how things are going to is by how badly I want to brush my teeth when I wake up. This morning it wasn’t that big of an urge. I knew I could make it past the coffee in the morning before I took on that task.
That’s where I left it. Have to wipe all of that clean. Start all over and remember what it was like before that first one. Try and remember what I enjoyed. So that is what I will do today. I will try.









